china ;D

back from china ;D i'll upload the pics on facebook soon ;D check the pictures on my profile at ilovemanchester.utd@hotmail.com thnx :D or u can search me at hing zhe lee

dried out

I always feel energetic dont u feel so? U made me lie down on my laptop. Dont feel like living. U made my tears fall. Yesterday u made my tears run along my cheek, wet my pillow. I'm not as strong as u think D; I'm weak, very weak. We know each other for 3 years now. U noe how i will feel when u call someone else ur sibling D; I'm very sensitive. Guess u dont noe that. I tot u understand me the most but u dont. no one understands me. I'm too unknown to u. I feel like I'm going to lose you. U noe. I need u the most. ur not going to believe me. When i'm typing this post. My keyboards are wet due to my tears. I dont wanna lose you. I cannot lose you. I DONT WANT TO BE LIKE A NORMAL GUY. I want to be Yee Munn's pet brother Forever D;

U three crashed me

I love u three but u guys all hurt me in 1 same day. DO YOU NOE HOE I FEEL? When I woke up at 3 in the morning. I realized i cant sleep. Tears rolling. My heart has this pain kind of feeling i never tasted this kind of pain b4. I think u noe hu i'm talking about D; this fragile heart is finally CRACKED open

Secrets- ONE REPUBLIC

I need another story
Something to get off my chest
My life gets kind of boring
Need something that i can confess

Till all my sleaves are stained red
From all the truth that I've said
Come by it honestly I swear
Thought you saw me wink, no, I've been on the brink, so

[CHORIS]
Tell me what you want to hear
Something that'll like those ears
Sick of all the act sencere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time
Don't need another perfect line
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm Gonna give all my secrets away

My God, amazing how we got this far
It's like were chacing all those stars
Whoes driver shining big black cars

And everyday I see the news
All the problems we could solve
And when a situation rises
???We'll ride it into a moutain???


I don't really like my flow, oh, so

[CHORIS]

Got no reason
Got no shame
Got no family
I can blame
Just don't let me dissappier
I'mma tell you everything

[CHORIS x2]

All my secrets away (x2)

Time For Miracles- Adam Lambert

It's late at night and I can't sleep
Missing you just runs too deep
Oh I can't breathe thinking of your smile

Every kiss I can't forget
This aching heart ain't broken yet
Oh God I wish I could make you see
Cuz I know this flame isn't dying
So nothing can stop me from trying

Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
No I ain't giving up on us

I just wanna be with you
Cuz living is so hard to do
When all I know is trapped inside your eyes

The future I cannot forget
This aching heart ain't broken yet
Oh God I wish I could make you see
Cuz I know this flame isn't dying
So nothing can stop me from trying

Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
No I ain't giving up on us

Baby can you feel it (feel it)
http://www.elyricsworld.com/time_for_miracles_lyrics_adam_lambert.html
You know I can hear it (hear it)
So can you feel me feel you....

You know it's time....

Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love

You know I ain't giving up on us
You know I ain't giving up on
Oh I ain't giving up on us

Is there still time for another miracle to happen?

iloveyou! with all my heart! ur important to me! I ain't giving up on love, I ain't giving up on us, I ain't giving up on you. everytime i cant breathe just thinking at ur smile. I want you! nothing can stop me trying! I wont give up on u nor me. I have faith in us. We can do this! I need yu in my life more than u think. I'll make all the right move's and all the right things I wont hurt u like he did. I promise to take care of you thru ups and down. I'll make u mine and nothing can slow me down. iloveyou <3

The perfect drug

Ur the perfect drug! U make Me whoozy u make me HIGH! U make me happy everytime i talk to you..
U make my heart beat like never before. Ur the perfect drug for me. U make me go crazy sometimes happy.. Ur capable of causing peace and havoc in my heart.. Everytime i see ur smile I sense that love is near.. I don't noe why I fell for you.. But i promise you I wont be like him.. I will not play ur feelings.. Ur the key to unlock my heart ily ;D

One Republic-Dreaming Out Loud

Lyrics to Dreaming Out Loud :


[Verse 1]
Well hello sir, we look for monday,
Confident we'll get there someday,
Pushing all the papers to a wealthy man,
Might I say, a beautiful tie you wear,
and how do you find such lovely polka dots and stripes these days?

[bridge]
Break all my thoughts hit the floor,
like im makin the score,
im the king of the world,
im a popular man
count by zero's to ten,
if you cant, well i can,
dont let any one wake me

[chorus]
Im dreamin out loud,
dreamin out loud,
and all at once its so familiar to see,
Im dreamin out loud,
dreamin out loud,
cant find a puzzle to fit into piece of apart of me

[verse 2]
Curtain calls a sanctuary,
Actors in the cloth, they freak me out,
Mockin my purpose, in the magazines,
Famous how they make you feel grand,
they're always there to hold your hand,
in times of trouble, they're best of friends

[bridge]
Break all my thoughts hit the floor,
like im makin the score,
im the king of the world,
im a popular man
count by zero's to ten,
if you cant, well i can,
dont let any one wake me

[chorus]
Im dreamin out loud,
dreamin out loud,
and all at once its so familiar to see,
Im dreamin out loud,
dreamin out loud,
cant find a puzzle to fit into piece of apart of me

[bridge]
they dont care what you say
they dont care what you think
all they care, what you do,
long as your of beat,
take a look at yourself

storm tries to come and wreck my world,
no i wont let it
stumble to escape, through anchored drapes, made of bedding

[chorus]
Im dreamin out loud,
dreamin out loud,
and all at once its so familiar to see,
Im dreamin out loud,
dreamin out loud,
cant find a puzzle to fit into piece of apart of me

well hello sir we look for mondaysss

BFF ;D

BFF.. hmm wad does it stands for? I have a bff that bff stands for best friends forever ;D she is sweet and nice.. A strong personality.. She wont feel sad easily but she's got a temper that can knock you out some time's ;P her name is Grachel Kim ;D iloveher very much ;D she's important to me and that will never change GRACHEL! best buds forever ;D

Bryan.A.Hing.Zhe BAHZ ;D

Bryan chew ;D his a nice guy, handsome? ;D well Nothing can break BAHZ away ;D Bryan he is an open guy.. He wont get angry easily ;D his nice to hang around with ;D He joke's alot! His good academicly and athleticly ;D his a perfect student.. I hope that Bryan and I will be brothers forever ;D

Sweet Party ;D

wow! yesterday we partied till sun rise ;D Thian Siong, Zi Xuan and his siblings, Joshua, Jae, Shen Wei, and many more turned up it was quite nice meeting my old frieds again :D I will throw a party next year ;D so be ready xP

love one's ;D

They are most important to me ;D they are my babe's ilovethem munn♥♥ I'll love u forever sometime's we might have some up's and down's but still ur my sister and i will love u for that.. U will be there for me no matter the condition ily♥ ;D fang♥♥ ur important to me ;D ur my friend always there for me.. we might had some disagreement but still we can be great friends ;D Kaiyi ♥♥ ur my piggy my babe sister ;D iloveyou ur important to my life eventually u changed my life ;D u made me happy when i'm sad u make me feel like someone else when ur here for me ;D iloveyou yi ;D

All I want for christmas is you ;D

Christmas! Presents family friends ;D how sweet :) Christmas is a festive season for ppl of all shape's and sizes.. All ages ;D This Christmas I dont want any presents.. I dont want to celebrate it this year.. All i want for this coming Christmas is you ;D ur important to me.. ur the one that left me in the cupids choke hold ;D i want you this Christmas.. iloveyou ;D hope you do too ♥

finally u found the one you truly love ;D

Munn ;D I was soo happy that i heard u saying that u couple'd ;D finally yee munn's all grown up ;D I should stop acting like a parent.. As i was saying yee munn found her love aaron which i don't know at all.. I never seen my pet sis this this happy before since the first time she saw me ;D Munn ;D better dun bully my brother in law now his family ;D

I'm no longer important to you

I used to feel so secure in your hands.. I used to feel like I'm the best.. Well now I'm not important anymore to you.. U don't talk to me.. u don't really appreciate me anymore.. I have a feeling that i'm siting on a big rocket flying away from u.. I guess u don't need me in your life anymore.. when I needed you badly.. U were away.. u didn't tell me that your afk.. I waited for your message to come.. I waited for an hour.. two hour.. but u still don't reply.. U know u know that this feeling hurts a lot ):

Owl City-If my heart was a house

You're the sky that I fell through
And I remember the view
Whenever I'm holding you
The sun hung from a string
Looking down on the world as it warms over everything
Chills run down my spine
As our fingers entwine
And your sighs harmonize with mine
Unmistakably
I can still feel your heart beat fast when you dance with me
We got older and I should've known (Do you feel alive?)
That I'd feel colder when I walk alone (Oh, but you'll survive)
So I may as well ditch my dismay
Bombs away, bombs away

Circle me and the needle moves gracefully
Back and forth
If my heart was a compass you'd be north
Risk it all cause I'll catch you when you fall
Wherever you go
If my heart was a house you'd be home

It makes me smile because you said it best
I would clearly feel blessed if the sun rose up from the west
Flower balm perfume, all my clothes smell like you
Cause your favorite shade is navy blue
I walk slowly when I'm on my own (Do you feel alive?)
Yeah, but frankly I still feel alone (Oh, but you'll survive)
So I may as well ditch my dismay
Bombs away, bombs away

Circle me and the needle moves gracefully
Back and forth
If my heart was a compass you'd be north
Risk it all cause I'll catch you when you fall
Wherever you go
If my heart was a house you'd be home

If my heart was a house you'd be home

Transparent D;

Had u ever felt that ur transparent? nobody wants to talk to you nobody wants to be with you.. I'm always like that.. I only become visible when they need me when they dont i'm invisible.. I always get all the scolding.. I always receive the pain.. U all use me as a bullet proof sheild.. U all always think of me as an idiot that will fall for ur lie's.. Please treat me like i'm suppose to be treated.. I want to be visible.. I dont want to talk to a wall to socialize..

Ipoh ):

Haizz Another Senior citizen in my family past on ): She's my grandma's sister ): my grandaunt.. Haizz sad case ):
I went to ipoh to attend her funeral.. Btw the food in ipoh is delicious Haha (: seen A chicken wrapped in bread? Haha it's a great experience eating exotic foods there (:

(:

AHHH (:

Singapore came to Srikl for a fwenly (:

OMG! todays match was a blast SRI KL trashed the Singaporean side by 6 goals to 0 OH! i tot that Singapore was a force to be reckoned with but what the heck WE WON! School has a car wash event it was a blast! Outside everyone having fun while i'm stuck in the blardy class room ): owh.. Next year (: I will compete in these events (: Chiaw

What if?

Hey! Theres this guy he really love's you.. He dreams of you he feels like seeing you..
This guy wants you badly.. He needs you in his life.. without you he feels very lonely.. What if he says that he love's you 1 day? How would you react? Coz he really really has feelings for you.. He always wanted to be ur one and only one for a very long time.. hey What if he says that he is me.. What if I say I LOVE YOU how would u react? Coz I really really do Love you <3

Boys Like Girls feat Taylor Swift-Two is better than one

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life
And I thought hey
You know this could be something
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing

So maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
But There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two, is better than one

I remember every look upon your face,
The way you roll your eyes, the way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everythings okay
And finally now, believing

And maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
Well maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two, is better than one

Yeah, yeah

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life
And I thought hey

Maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking

Oooh I can't live without you
'Cause baby two is better than one
There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And I've figured out with all that's said and done
Two, is better than one

Two is better than one.

Oh god!

Oh God exams are back! nightmare! but today's Chinese was so so fine! It's quite easy (: well it's the 1st time u hear me say that (:
Something quite Irritating happened well it started me eating some Nasi Lemak.. mm so nice then i went down to say hi to my fwens. Then Mr.Chew came and caught my fwens and I for playing! I was like huh? I did nothing wrong! aih what the heck...
3rd time to the principle's office! this time and the 1st time i did nothing! seriously! teachers put the blame on me WTH! but 1 time i was wrong for copying notes ): aish well promise myself not to do silly mistakes ever again (:

Nothing Special Really

Recently, my life is totally blank.. Nothing special happened! Wad HAPPENED! Btw Happy Belated birthday to you Jonathan Chew (:
Hmm.. Need me just gimme a ring at 010-2202336 (:

Days Of The Mongolian and One Nite in Miserable Restaurant

Just A week ago.. I went to Taiyuan China, even though thrs everything thr but the shops close at 9pm some even sht their doors on 7-8pm it's boring during the nite's
We went for horse bac riding and camel riding.. we went to loads of places and most of the time our butt is attached to the bus sit..

We came back frm china (:

We went for my couzins Marriage It was totally awfull, they dont on their Air condition And worst the electric current went out for 2-3 time's wat a wonderful restaurant LOL!
The worst part is the 2 couple had quite a miserable.. Most of their guests gone home.
Sad for them.. Wow how i wish my wedding wont be like that.. xD

But it's a new experience. Erm 1 tip.. If r getting married pls dont go to that restaurant.. If i were them i rather get married in a mamak store than that restaurant er no offence.

Back In blog (: Some Bad News ):

HAHa I'm BAck (: with some exciting news and some bad news ):
Which one would u like to start with? i'll start with the good news!
The good news is It's the HOLIDAYS!
The bad news is My cousin sister...
Just Passed away in a fire ):
Heard the news? Both mother and son died in the fire ):
That was my cousin sis ): sad case ):
But i hope that the world would use fire safely thnx and have an exciting Hari Raya (:

IGCSE exams

Damn it! The IGCSE exams is hard! It's harder than a rock!!
I hope I will pass the exams wish me luck (:
But every1 noe's the answer i will surely fail):
btw, I will stop blogging for a while (:

Add me in msn

Add me in msn at ilovemanchester.utd@hotmail.com

Te Amo

She cries te amo to me I dunno wad to do and say )L

最美丽的第七天

《最美丽的第七天》主题曲
演唱：郑嘉颖
郑嘉颖-最美丽的第七天

在这天这一分钟遇你
望向街中的感觉很美
下一秒未准备
未适应兜兜转转像戏

越过空间差一些运气
下意识的心想碰到你
剩低我在这地
离别终捉到珍惜道理
七天空间交错似千次远离
一天呼吸使我在回味那空气
七天终必希冀记忆再储起
心中一生的美是曾遇你
在你身边匆匆的掠过
未有开口担心会出错
未敢爱再等待
重叠的空间终双觅爱
花一生的福气为重遇你

曹格 - 寂寞先生

你的笑容是恩惠
世界难得那麽美
於是追 要你陪
可惜本能终会将美丽汗水化成泪水

黑夜之所以会黑
叫醒人心里的鬼
在游说 在萦回
在体内是什麽 在把我摧毁在伤痕累累

我可以无所谓
寂寞却一直掉眼泪
人类除了擅长颓废 做什麽都不对
Oh … I’m not okay


我假装无所谓
才看不到心被拧碎
人在爱情里越残废 就会越多安慰
无论有虚伪
无论多虚伪


空虚并非是词汇
能够形容的魔鬼
它支配着行为
能摆脱寂寞我什麽都肯给 就像个傀儡

Our Little Secret

Shh.. It's Our little secret
Never let anyone noe abt it!
iloveyou!

Thnx (:

FANG! TE AMO(: Thnx for forgiving me.. I promise I will not disturb your disicion!
I will Respect you!
Friends Forever!

The Deepest Sorry

Fang. Sorry I Scolded you ): SORRY SORRY! I can't even live 1 day without you..
I cant imagine how lonely I am without you.. Sorry Sorry ): Is it anything I can repay u? I bought a chocolate for you from Langkawi, but then we argued a little so I was a bit pai sehh to give you..
So as u can understand pls forgive me ):
SOWI SOWI SOWI, I cant make dicision's for you! I must respect others b4 I can get respected! Eventhough I hate him! I can't stop you frm being together with him.. Forgive me pls (:
SORRYYYYY

The BIGGEST match this weekend

It's a match between the 2 of the Big Four!
The Champions Manchester United vs. The Young Gunners Arsenal!
Arsenal has some potential treat of the like's of Arshavin, Van Persie, Theo Walcott.
But but wif the lost of adebayor, Kolo Toure, Injured Fabregas, and Banned Eduardo.
But Manchester United have a red army of players charging for arsenal.
Their last meeting ended with a 0-0 draw in Old Trafford where United were crowned Kings of England again for 3 consecutive years.
With Antonio Valencia wif the Wing, It will be a handful for Sagna to handle wif Valencia's Burst of phase.
Last week we saw Owen scored his 1st goal for united, can he do it again? Man. United is always a treat to the big four.
Summer Signings Coming in, Gabriel Obertan still on loan to Bordaex, A.valencia Signing frm Wigan, and Micheal Owen in the free transfer market.

For my prediction Manchester should edge out arsenal 1-0

tomorrow (:

Yeah! Tonight 12 o'clock I will 100% call you and wish you a happy birthday (:
so remember to stay up and wait til the clock strike's midnight.
before i say anything else HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUNN

Sweet 16

Almost here, Your Sweet 16 is coming close.
On that day your finally officially an adult,
You have your rights to make your own choice,
So today I would like to wish you a Happy Sweet 16 to you.

Forever Is Over

Forever is a strong word u must undersatnd it, Forever = Over

Remember what I said

I always say that I will protect you and will be there every time you call for me,
you always think that I am joking,
I am serious! I was serious to you all along,
I said IOVEYOU more than 100 time's and u thought i was playing around with you,
you think I'm crazy,
yes I am crazy with crazy ambitions and dreams,
you never thought that some body is always behind you solving all ur problems for you.
you brighten my dim route,
and got me out off this pain and sorrow,
I told you alot of things but do you listen?
I think so not..

ILOVEYOU
NOT
NEVER
I will never think of it

3 days 2 nights in Langkawi

It was 3 days! Langkawi.. Endless raining!!!

All we did is eat and sleep! but on the 1st day we went to some zoo's of some kind it's quite nice though.. playing with monkeys, and feeding some parrots (: they are so cuteee, afterwards we went to an under water world it's nice.. I love the penguin's the most! They are fat and short just like my cousin brother! There are many more other sea creatures too much i cant remember.. Then we had our leisurely AWFULLL Lunch!!! The food was Sticky and salty! I'm not use to it.. The restaurants name was SIAM! I think they were asking us to leave as fast as we could because they noe they're food is making tourist vomiting! Then we went back to our hotel Sheraton Fancy.. Did u noe they're soup cost's RM90 expensive!! The bill was RM570 wth man!! After that we had our good nights sleep. The 2nd day we were expecting a wonderful day no rain and we were suppose to go out of the island.. Then we went swimming for a moment.. After we came out of the pool u noe wad happened? YAY! It's raining again! Y WOULDN'T IT STOP!!! 3rd day and finale day. guess wad happened? It wasn't raining at all!! not even a drop Y i ask Y Y Y must it be a dry dry weather on the last last last day of this Blardy trip! CRAP! but then i took some retarded photo's.. The funniest thing happened on the last day my sister was dancing like a lunatic on the stairs 4 feet off te ground! She fell down and felt her butt was making a loud sound she made every body around woke up and came out and asking me is it the Japanese Army coming to bomb blast us again? then i said no my sister fell, and they all said cheh~ i was laughing!! it's hilarious i knew i should had recorded her every movement and post the falling part on utube!! HAHA

We had laughs and boring's in Langkawi.

1 more tip..

never try the RM90 soup it's HORRID!!

Before and after

Every time I feel alone and sorrow..

But then people say I have plenty of fwens that try to make me feel warm..

But too bad for me that they don't understand my feelings.

They dont really know how to make me feel warm actually they are making me feel colder!!

It was 1 day my life changed!

My fwen Ken wrote something on his PM saying that the girl he like is in this picture..

I took a lucky guess and guessed the right one then Ken asked me you want to chat with her?

I was like hmm.. anything..

During that day my life starts to change..

Ken introduced me to my life changer Munn..

Day by day Munn's relationship between her and I grew stronger..

Every time when I feel alone and sad the 1st person I'll look for is Munn..

Every time if there is something to share I'll look 4 Munn..

She's a very sincere and a kind person..

She's like a big sister to me (:

Just recently, this year I think.. I called her JieJie..

She's the best sibling anyone can have!

She said I was very cute when I 1st saw her..

I was like looking into space and mumbling she said.

The actual reason is I was TOO darn happy that I finally met my Kai JieJie!!

I felt that I can't say anything i hoping that this day would last forever..

ILY

Feeling Unknown

Welcome to the life of an unknown..

I'm feel like nobody..

It's like every time I say hi! they will just look at me and don't even say a word..

Sometimes I feel I'm not used in any thing!

Every time I play my favourite sport football..

They don't let me dribble they dont let me shoot all they want me to do is to set the ball for them to score! I know ball setting is my specialty but I cant do all the hardwork but don't take any credit for it!!

I want to be a star I want to be known by the world I don't want to be the one named the Unknown ):

The top 10 greatest things that ever happened to me

10th. Going to Sri KL and meeting some Awesome friends. Like Jeff, Si Jie, and others

9th. Having a dai lou like Chun Ee (:

8th. Having a sister like Rachel and Chingg~ Rae Forever Lao Shu's (:

7th. Playing Football. Nothing can stop me!

6th. Khe Beng friends Shen Wei and etc.

5th. Eating Sushi in Sushi King xD

4th. Watching Manchester Play against Malaysia I'm delighted!

3rd. Having Grachel as my best friend (: Never forget you!!

2nd. Fang Fang (: Te Amo!!

The Best Thing That Ever Happened to Me

is having a kai jiejie like you Munn Munn (: 

I think I saw a ghost!

It was midnight, and everyone was sound asleep. I woke up around 2 in the midnight coz i got a lil' hungry. But then i heard some weird noises and songs i was scared to death! Then I ran up to my to my brothers room. He was sound asleep. I slept on the extra bed underneath his bed. Then i glanced out to the window. I saw a white light flying past the the tree outside. then i hear sounds like knocking and talking the second day. It was after tuision and it was dark outside. I walked around to wait for my brother to fetch me. i waited for like 10 minutes or so then i got pissed and walked back alone. then i saw the white light again flying! I was like shouthing! and i ran in to my house wif my heart nearly poped out!!!! I slept with my mum and dad then i felt abit un safe so i text my pet sister, Munn, she said that i was abit crazy and she asked me not to worry so much. Then I slept. after those 2 days I never seen the white light again. RELIEF!! and the tree outside was chopped down.. because other neighbours was complaining abt the white light it wasn't only me hu saw it the world did. is it true that ghost's assist? I hope not ):