Transparent D;

Had u ever felt that ur transparent? nobody wants to talk to you nobody wants to be with you.. I'm always like that.. I only become visible when they need me when they dont i'm invisible.. I always get all the scolding.. I always receive the pain.. U all use me as a bullet proof sheild.. U all always think of me as an idiot that will fall for ur lie's.. Please treat me like i'm suppose to be treated.. I want to be visible.. I dont want to talk to a wall to socialize..