dried out

I always feel energetic dont u feel so? U made me lie down on my laptop. Dont feel like living. U made my tears fall. Yesterday u made my tears run along my cheek, wet my pillow. I'm not as strong as u think D; I'm weak, very weak. We know each other for 3 years now. U noe how i will feel when u call someone else ur sibling D; I'm very sensitive. Guess u dont noe that. I tot u understand me the most but u dont. no one understands me. I'm too unknown to u. I feel like I'm going to lose you. U noe. I need u the most. ur not going to believe me. When i'm typing this post. My keyboards are wet due to my tears. I dont wanna lose you. I cannot lose you. I DONT WANT TO BE LIKE A NORMAL GUY. I want to be Yee Munn's pet brother Forever D;