Monday, December 28, 2009

china ;D

back from china ;D i'll upload the pics on facebook soon ;D check the pictures on my profile at ilovemanchester.utd@hotmail.com thnx :D or u can search me at hing zhe lee

Friday, December 18, 2009

dried out

I always feel energetic dont u feel so? U made me lie down on my laptop. Dont feel like living. U made my tears fall. Yesterday u made my tears run along my cheek, wet my pillow. I'm not as strong as u think D; I'm weak, very weak. We know each other for 3 years now. U noe how i will feel when u call someone else ur sibling D; I'm very sensitive. Guess u dont noe that. I tot u understand me the most but u dont. no one understands me. I'm too unknown to u. I feel like I'm going to lose you. U noe. I need u the most. ur not going to believe me. When i'm typing this post. My keyboards are wet due to my tears. I dont wanna lose you. I cannot lose you. I DONT WANT TO BE LIKE A NORMAL GUY. I want to be Yee Munn's pet brother Forever D;

U three crashed me

I love u three but u guys all hurt me in 1 same day. DO YOU NOE HOE I FEEL? When I woke up at 3 in the morning. I realized i cant sleep. Tears rolling. My heart has this pain kind of feeling i never tasted this kind of pain b4. I think u noe hu i'm talking about D; this fragile heart is finally CRACKED open

Thursday, December 17, 2009

Secrets- ONE REPUBLIC

I need another story
Something to get off my chest
My life gets kind of boring
Need something that i can confess

Till all my sleaves are stained red
From all the truth that I've said
Come by it honestly I swear
Thought you saw me wink, no, I've been on the brink, so

[CHORIS]
Tell me what you want to hear
Something that'll like those ears
Sick of all the act sencere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time
Don't need another perfect line
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm Gonna give all my secrets away

My God, amazing how we got this far
It's like were chacing all those stars
Whoes driver shining big black cars

And everyday I see the news
All the problems we could solve
And when a situation rises
???We'll ride it into a moutain???


I don't really like my flow, oh, so

[CHORIS]

Got no reason
Got no shame
Got no family
I can blame
Just don't let me dissappier
I'mma tell you everything

[CHORIS x2]

All my secrets away (x2)

Time For Miracles- Adam Lambert

It's late at night and I can't sleep
Missing you just runs too deep
Oh I can't breathe thinking of your smile

Every kiss I can't forget
This aching heart ain't broken yet
Oh God I wish I could make you see
Cuz I know this flame isn't dying
So nothing can stop me from trying

Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
No I ain't giving up on us

I just wanna be with you
Cuz living is so hard to do
When all I know is trapped inside your eyes

The future I cannot forget
This aching heart ain't broken yet
Oh God I wish I could make you see
Cuz I know this flame isn't dying
So nothing can stop me from trying

Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
No I ain't giving up on us

Baby can you feel it (feel it)
http://www.elyricsworld.com/time_for_miracles_lyrics_adam_lambert.html
You know I can hear it (hear it)
So can you feel me feel you....

You know it's time....

Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love

You know I ain't giving up on us
You know I ain't giving up on
Oh I ain't giving up on us

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Is there still time for another miracle to happen?

iloveyou! with all my heart! ur important to me! I ain't giving up on love, I ain't giving up on us, I ain't giving up on you. everytime i cant breathe just thinking at ur smile. I want you! nothing can stop me trying! I wont give up on u nor me. I have faith in us. We can do this! I need yu in my life more than u think. I'll make all the right move's and all the right things I wont hurt u like he did. I promise to take care of you thru ups and down. I'll make u mine and nothing can slow me down. iloveyou <3

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

The perfect drug

Ur the perfect drug! U make Me whoozy u make me HIGH! U make me happy everytime i talk to you..
U make my heart beat like never before. Ur the perfect drug for me. U make me go crazy sometimes happy.. Ur capable of causing peace and havoc in my heart.. Everytime i see ur smile I sense that love is near.. I don't noe why I fell for you.. But i promise you I wont be like him.. I will not play ur feelings.. Ur the key to unlock my heart ily ;D

One Republic-Dreaming Out Loud

Lyrics to Dreaming Out Loud :


[Verse 1]
Well hello sir, we look for monday,
Confident we'll get there someday,
Pushing all the papers to a wealthy man,
Might I say, a beautiful tie you wear,
and how do you find such lovely polka dots and stripes these days?

[bridge]
Break all my thoughts hit the floor,
like im makin the score,
im the king of the world,
im a popular man
count by zero's to ten,
if you cant, well i can,
dont let any one wake me

[chorus]
Im dreamin out loud,
dreamin out loud,
and all at once its so familiar to see,
Im dreamin out loud,
dreamin out loud,
cant find a puzzle to fit into piece of apart of me

[verse 2]
Curtain calls a sanctuary,
Actors in the cloth, they freak me out,
Mockin my purpose, in the magazines,
Famous how they make you feel grand,
they're always there to hold your hand,
in times of trouble, they're best of friends

[bridge]
Break all my thoughts hit the floor,
like im makin the score,
im the king of the world,
im a popular man
count by zero's to ten,
if you cant, well i can,
dont let any one wake me

[chorus]
Im dreamin out loud,
dreamin out loud,
and all at once its so familiar to see,
Im dreamin out loud,
dreamin out loud,
cant find a puzzle to fit into piece of apart of me

[bridge]
they dont care what you say
they dont care what you think
all they care, what you do,
long as your of beat,
take a look at yourself

storm tries to come and wreck my world,
no i wont let it
stumble to escape, through anchored drapes, made of bedding

[chorus]
Im dreamin out loud,
dreamin out loud,
and all at once its so familiar to see,
Im dreamin out loud,
dreamin out loud,
cant find a puzzle to fit into piece of apart of me

well hello sir we look for mondaysss

Sunday, December 13, 2009

BFF ;D



BFF.. hmm wad does it stands for? I have a bff that bff stands for best friends forever ;D she is sweet and nice.. A strong personality.. She wont feel sad easily but she's got a temper that can knock you out some time's ;P her name is Grachel Kim ;D iloveher very much ;D she's important to me and that will never change GRACHEL! best buds forever ;D

Bryan.A.Hing.Zhe BAHZ ;D

Bryan chew ;D his a nice guy, handsome? ;D well Nothing can break BAHZ away ;D Bryan he is an open guy.. He wont get angry easily ;D his nice to hang around with ;D He joke's alot! His good academicly and athleticly ;D his a perfect student.. I hope that Bryan and I will be brothers forever ;D

Saturday, December 12, 2009

Sweet Party ;D

wow! yesterday we partied till sun rise ;D Thian Siong, Zi Xuan and his siblings, Joshua, Jae, Shen Wei, and many more turned up it was quite nice meeting my old frieds again :D I will throw a party next year ;D so be ready xP

Friday, December 11, 2009

love one's ;D

They are most important to me ;D they are my babe's ilovethem munn♥♥ I'll love u forever sometime's we might have some up's and down's but still ur my sister and i will love u for that.. U will be there for me no matter the condition ily♥ ;D fang♥♥ ur important to me ;D ur my friend always there for me.. we might had some disagreement but still we can be great friends ;D Kaiyi ♥♥ ur my piggy my babe sister ;D iloveyou ur important to my life eventually u changed my life ;D u made me happy when i'm sad u make me feel like someone else when ur here for me ;D iloveyou yi ;D

All I want for christmas is you ;D

Christmas! Presents family friends ;D how sweet :) Christmas is a festive season for ppl of all shape's and sizes.. All ages ;D This Christmas I dont want any presents.. I dont want to celebrate it this year.. All i want for this coming Christmas is you ;D ur important to me.. ur the one that left me in the cupids choke hold ;D i want you this Christmas.. iloveyou ;D hope you do too ♥

finally u found the one you truly love ;D

Munn ;D I was soo happy that i heard u saying that u couple'd ;D finally yee munn's all grown up ;D I should stop acting like a parent.. As i was saying yee munn found her love aaron which i don't know at all.. I never seen my pet sis this this happy before since the first time she saw me ;D Munn ;D better dun bully my brother in law now his family ;D

Thursday, December 10, 2009

I'm no longer important to you

I used to feel so secure in your hands.. I used to feel like I'm the best.. Well now I'm not important anymore to you.. U don't talk to me.. u don't really appreciate me anymore.. I have a feeling that i'm siting on a big rocket flying away from u.. I guess u don't need me in your life anymore.. when I needed you badly.. U were away.. u didn't tell me that your afk.. I waited for your message to come.. I waited for an hour.. two hour.. but u still don't reply.. U know u know that this feeling hurts a lot ):

Sunday, December 6, 2009

Owl City-If my heart was a house

You're the sky that I fell through
And I remember the view
Whenever I'm holding you
The sun hung from a string
Looking down on the world as it warms over everything
Chills run down my spine
As our fingers entwine
And your sighs harmonize with mine
Unmistakably
I can still feel your heart beat fast when you dance with me
We got older and I should've known (Do you feel alive?)
That I'd feel colder when I walk alone (Oh, but you'll survive)
So I may as well ditch my dismay
Bombs away, bombs away

Circle me and the needle moves gracefully
Back and forth
If my heart was a compass you'd be north
Risk it all cause I'll catch you when you fall
Wherever you go
If my heart was a house you'd be home

It makes me smile because you said it best
I would clearly feel blessed if the sun rose up from the west
Flower balm perfume, all my clothes smell like you
Cause your favorite shade is navy blue
I walk slowly when I'm on my own (Do you feel alive?)
Yeah, but frankly I still feel alone (Oh, but you'll survive)
So I may as well ditch my dismay
Bombs away, bombs away

Circle me and the needle moves gracefully
Back and forth
If my heart was a compass you'd be north
Risk it all cause I'll catch you when you fall
Wherever you go
If my heart was a house you'd be home

If my heart was a house you'd be home

Transparent D;

Had u ever felt that ur transparent? nobody wants to talk to you nobody wants to be with you.. I'm always like that.. I only become visible when they need me when they dont i'm invisible.. I always get all the scolding.. I always receive the pain.. U all use me as a bullet proof sheild.. U all always think of me as an idiot that will fall for ur lie's.. Please treat me like i'm suppose to be treated.. I want to be visible.. I dont want to talk to a wall to socialize..