you dont care

You dont care (: you never did. Every Time when i needed you the most, where were you?
Who's the one who forgot my birthday. I felt so disappointed, you dont have a first clue on how important you are to me.
So is this it? You don't seem to care anymore, so there's no need for me to care about you.

Drops of Jupiter

Now that she's back in the atmosphere
With drops of Jupiter in her hair, hey
She acts like summer and walks like rain
Reminds me that there's a time to change, hey
Since the return from her stay on the moon
She listens like spring and she talks like June, hey, hey

But tell me, did you sail across the sun?
Did you make it to the Milky Way
To see the lights all faded
And that heaven is overrated?

Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star?
One without a permanent scar
And then you missed me
While you were looking for yourself out there?

Now that she's back from that soul vacation
Tracing her way through the constellation, hey
She checks out Mozart while she does Tae-Bo
Reminds me that there's room to grow, hey

Now that she's back in the atmosphere
I'm afraid that she might think of me as
Plain ol' Jane told a story about a man
Who was too afraid to fly so he never did land

But tell me, did the wind sweep you off your feet?
Did you finally get the chance
To dance along the light of day
And head back to the Milky Way?

And tell me, did Venus blow your mind?
Was it everything you wanted to find?
And then you missed me
While you were looking for yourself out there

Can you imagine no love, pride, deep-fried chicken
Your best friend always sticking up for you
Even when I know you're wrong?

Can you imagine no first dance, freeze-dried romance
Five-hour phone conversation
The best soy latte that you ever had, and me?

But tell me, did the wind sweep you off your feet?
Did you finally get the chance
To dance along the light of day
And head back toward the Milky Way?

But tell me, did you sail across the sun?
Did you make it to the Milky Way
To see the lights all faded
And that heaven is overrated?

And tell me, did you fall for a shooting star?
One without a permanent scar
And then you missed me
While you were looking for yourself?

And did you finally get the chance
To dance along the light of day?
And did you fall for a shooting star?
Fall for a shooting star?
And now you're lonely looking for yourself out there

Moving On

Sorry for not updating for a million years :P I'm lazy :P hahahahaha! moving on is hard. but sometimes i need to and have to do so. I admit ellison gave me good times and she give me shit time's too. but what the fuck? Dont care la. (: but still there's this girl in form one and she's smokin' hawt :P and she has a nice personality too :D She just rocks and pumps my heart :D *PUMP PUMP*

Mr. Fucken Miserable ♥

wedding dress (english version) J.reyez ft. tommy c

(Verse 1 - Tommy C)
Never should've let you go
Never found myself at home
Ever since that day that you walked
Right out the door

You were like my beating heart
That I, I can't control
Even though weve grown apart
My brain cant seem to let you go

Thinking back to the old times
When you kept me up late at night
We use to mess around
Laugh and play, fuss and fight

(Pre-Chorus)
I guess its too late, Im dancing this dance alone
This chapters done, the story goes on

(Chorus)
Baby
Can't believe that you are not with me
'Cause you should be my lady
All I want is to set your heart free

But if you believe that you belong with him
Promise me, you wont let anyone hurt you
Remember, I will always be here for you
Even if it kills me to see you

In that wedding dress
Oh see you in that wedding dress
See you in that wedding dress
Oh see you in that wedding dress

(Verse 2)
Snappin out this misery
Depression this aint me
But I always turn around
180 degrees

You got control of me
And I, I cant explain
Somebody call 911 Emergency
Before I go insane

Since youve moved on
You took a piece of me give it back
So much pain in my chest
Blacking out, heart attack

(Pre-Chorus)

(Chorus)

(Verse 3 - J.Reyez)
And I see you with your man and it's hard to understand
If we belong, if I did you wrong, where we even began
We would always fuss and fight and it seems nothing was right
But I loved you girl and you were my world but you'd never trust this guy
'Cause the things I do when I'm on the stage, they say I'm a superstar
You couldn't understand all the female fans and then we grew apart
And I just don't get when you're acting like some other person
But I try my best to hold on at the times when it ain't working
And everytime that you say it's over it breaks my heart and I don't know why
'Cause you've done it a lot of times in the past but I get back up and try
You said we could work it out, how could you hurt me now
And you moved on to the next, I'm left with an imperfect smile

(chorus)

FM Static-Tonight

I remember the times we spent together
on those drives
We had a million questions
all about our lives
and when we got to New York
everything felt right
I wish you were here with me
tonight

I remember the days we spent together
were not enough
and it used to feel like dreamin'
except we always woke up
Never thought not having you
here now would hurt so much

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

I remember the time you told me about when you were eight
And all those things you said that night that just couldn't wait
I remember the car you were last seen in
and the games we would play
All the times we spilled our coffees
and stayed out way too late
I remember the time you told me about your Jesus
and how not to look back even if no one believes us
When it hurt so bad sometimes
not having you here...

I sing,
Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

I sing,
Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

No One Understands Me

Everybody in this world just dont understand my feelings dont understand my life ):
Parents they are critic's they always criticise me for doing wrong eventho I didn't do it ); They will scold me if I fight for my own rights. They always pressure me by my results! I dont care if ur high achievers or smart or some other bullshit. U raise me up for a reason by making my own decision. If u dont like it this way why not let me leave ur life? I'm not worthy to you all.
Parents are one thing, Siblings too ):
My sister blame's me about almost anything, Pet siblings too ): so what if u have a boyfriend yeemunn? having a bf means u can ignore me? huh? do you understand how would i feel? no one does. everyone expects the best from me. but i dont wanna be the best ):
well dad when i talk back about something i'm right! u'll be like i will punch u if u talkback more. Mum will gimme intense pressure about my studies. Sister will be no manner to me. yeemunn will be ignoring me till the end of the world ): I'm no longer 5 or 6 i dont do anything u guys tell me to I'm NOT UR BLARDY DOG! And dogs have feelings too if u think of me that way. ):

why did u gave birth to me if u dont let me freedom huh? oh well. my life is bullshit ):

well leave me alone!

Life♥

HEY! Back to blogging ;D well recently mr.nathan retired ): he was a great teacher. a deciplinarian. coach of the schools criket team. and he is 75 at 22nd march 2010. his a great teacher and we sri klians will miss him forever (: btw mr.nathan ilovedyourspeech (:
It's been 4 days since i didn't see ellison ): it's gonna be a long long weekend ): imissyou♥ eh elly, i want your big big big hug (:
and dont get drunk (: *hugs*
Life is misarable for me recently ): i injured my ankle but i dont know what kind of injury is it ): hope my ankle gets well soon before mssd (:

losing connection,
krrrrr..krrrr...
hingzhe out of here (:

your my one and only (:

iloveyou babe i really do (: I'm not those kind of asshole that will play other ppl's feelings (:
u can lay all your love on me (: i can c forever in us hope u c that too all i have to say is that I fell for you (:
bi iloveyou (:

Chinese New Year (:

Chinese New Years Great! but then why cant the holidays be abit more longer ): Gah! But then i missed everyone in school ): especially Bryan Chew!! (: haha! my best buddy (: Btw February 19 is his b'day what should i get for him ;| something special (: something he can remember me by (:

擦肩而過

我爱着谁
爱到我有点醉
告诉我你是谁
能够把我让我变不对
你不会累
但我却爱你爱得好累
从没有为了谁
不顾安危付出一切
站在这平衡点
我还是觉得有点危险
或许是看不见
只能够靠感觉

他不会是个好男人
也不会是个好情人
你对我说我们只是擦肩而过
好的男人有那么多
少了他的日子也能过

我不会再让你寂寞
也不会让你更难过
你听我说要好好学着去生活
就算未来有多少错
至少还有我的问候
我的温柔陪你度过

你听我说
你不要这么做
你不要看着我
说你已经知道怎么做
你很难受
我愿意陪你一起承受
只要你不怕痛
再多坎坷我都陪你走
站在这平衡点
我还是觉得有点危险
或许是看不见
只能够靠感觉

他不会是个好男人
也不会是个好情人
你对我说我们只是擦肩而过
好的男人有那么多
少了他的日子也能过

我不会再让你寂寞
也不会让你更难过
你听我说要好好学着去生活
就算未来有多少错
至少还有我的问候
我的温柔陪你度过

他不会是个好男人
也不会是个好情人
你对我说我们只是擦肩而过
好的男人有那么多
少了他的日子也能过

我不会再让你寂寞
也不会让你更难过
你听我说要好好学着去生活
就算未来有多少错
至少还有我的问候
我的温柔陪你度过

就算未来有多少错
至少还有我的问候
我的温柔陪你度过

Bye Puan Ranjeeta ;|

Oh my just 2 weeks past, and my class teacher Pn.Ranjeeta is leaving us D;
She's a great teacher strict, fierce but she has a great teaching method scaring us ;P
We will miss u puan ranjeeta
the teacher replacing her is teacher sugarmary or something like that.. she's PLUM ;P
She cant control us like Puan Ranjeeta.
No Teacher On earth can replace u ;D
Teacher Sugarmary, u wont replace PUAN RANJEETA!

1st week of school

Wow! 1st week of school wasn't really the best week of our life's. We have a very strict class teacher, and many boring classes to attend. ish! Then yesterday itself some bitch head called foo mei belle came and disturb me D; she's RUDE, ARROGANT, and BITCHY. She was insulting Yeong Fang, Chun Ee, Theng Jean and me. She was plain rude. Called us Metaphors! And was trying to make me hook back up with my ex.. Thats the dummest thing I've eva seen. Wen Di played my feelings and I will play hers. Sorry Wendi. But ur friend forced me to.

china ;D

back from china ;D i'll upload the pics on facebook soon ;D check the pictures on my profile at ilovemanchester.utd@hotmail.com thnx :D or u can search me at hing zhe lee

dried out

I always feel energetic dont u feel so? U made me lie down on my laptop. Dont feel like living. U made my tears fall. Yesterday u made my tears run along my cheek, wet my pillow. I'm not as strong as u think D; I'm weak, very weak. We know each other for 3 years now. U noe how i will feel when u call someone else ur sibling D; I'm very sensitive. Guess u dont noe that. I tot u understand me the most but u dont. no one understands me. I'm too unknown to u. I feel like I'm going to lose you. U noe. I need u the most. ur not going to believe me. When i'm typing this post. My keyboards are wet due to my tears. I dont wanna lose you. I cannot lose you. I DONT WANT TO BE LIKE A NORMAL GUY. I want to be Yee Munn's pet brother Forever D;

U three crashed me

I love u three but u guys all hurt me in 1 same day. DO YOU NOE HOE I FEEL? When I woke up at 3 in the morning. I realized i cant sleep. Tears rolling. My heart has this pain kind of feeling i never tasted this kind of pain b4. I think u noe hu i'm talking about D; this fragile heart is finally CRACKED open